Around this time every year I get a bit anxious about taking that first worthwhile shot of the new year. Will I still have it this year? Am I finally burnt? Did I ever have it to begin with? Hell, everything's been done to a crisp anyhow.
So you sweat a little (or a lot)- and it eventually, somehow, someway works itself out. Particularly when you have the unbridled enthusiasm and encouragement of those who love you best.